Sunday, October 4, 2015

Apricot Trees









Best And Last Lines Of All My Love Poems

Love is just a myth, and dreams are only dreams, but I believe in Cupid and my fears are tangled up in the dream catcher above my bed.
Your fatal flaw was always me.
(I don't live in a hotel) you're not a bellhop and you don't need my baggage to carry.
I'm failing chemistry, but 
I'm not failing your chemistry.
I'M IN SPANISH CLASS 
THINKING ABOUT HOW I CAN
LOVE YOU IN TWO DIFFERENT LANGUAGES.
when i kiss him i can feel the color spectrum.
when i kiss him i can feel the hum of a symphony.
I have yet to write a proper and perfect paragraph about love because love is neither proper nor perfect.
....when you find your direction you'll find your other half and learn that two halves make a whole to fill the whole in your heart and according to anatomy the heart is suppose to have holes or rather valves so meeting .5 will cause respiratory problems and cardiac irregularities 
our bodies intertwine like headphones in a pocket.
How could i forget that the automatic sprinklers were set for 3:30 every Tuesday.
BECAUSE MY HEART WAS 
A MICROPHONE, BUT HE UNPLUGGED
THE SPEAKER. 
i guess he just liked me too much 

i know your game,
we are one in the same, 
each move you make is purposeful.
love cannot exist if we do not trust each other.
I LOVE YOU.

I am a poet









Poetry is soul
Incomparable writing 
To express feelings



Robots don't have emotions

I AM NOT A ROBOT BECAUSE ROBOTS DON'T HAVE EMOTIONS

ANGER

  • scream
  • cry 
  • lash out and break things  
  • say things I don't mean 
  • run 6 miles 
  • write last lines that hit hard 
  • don't apologize when I should 
  • subtweet 
  • forget to eat 
SADNESS
  • scream 
  •  cry 
  •  wear waterproof mascara 
  • don't go to school 
  • distance myself 
  • pout 
  • take long baths 
  • apologize too much
  •  listen to only instrumental music 
LOVE

  • scream 
  • cry
  • write strictly love poems
  • romantically sigh
  • heart eyes emoji 
  • constantly talk about 'him'
  • #bodyposi 
  • crave kisses and cuddles 
FEAR
  • scream 
  •  cry
  • panic 
  •  talk to myself 
  • buy pepper spray and a stun gun
  •  shake and tremble
HAPPINESS

  • scream
  • cry
  • smile till my face hurts
  • 'happy dance'
  • press flowers 
  • do things because I want to not because I have to 
 BUT MAYBE I AM A ROBOT BECAUSE, IF CONFRONTED I'D DENY FEELING ANYTHING