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rn...my blog post is late...as usual 

I'm thinking about how last night I cried because

I may be graduating but I'm not even finished with education 

i get a 3 month break from essays and homework and studying 

then I'm back to school for FOUR YEARS 

And I still need to take the civics test 

rn it's 8:45 and I forgot to write this poem

rn I'm watching food network, I love watching cupcake wars but....

I mean what happens to the 1,000 losing cupcakes on cupcake wars 

WHERE DO THEY GO 

ARE THEY JUST THROWN AWAY?!

Rn I'm in attendance school, I'm suppose to be doing anything but sleeping

I could be writing but I'm passing notes

rn my sister is mad at me because

I talk about my hatred of uncrustables at least once a day

and

yesterday she tried to tell me about her day but I was singing backstreet boys

and

I smashed chips in her bed

and 

She doesn't want me to leave for college, 

She cries if anyone mentions it

Rn it's 9:00 and I'm procrastinating writing this poem

Rn it's 10:30 and I'm wondering if sol is bothered by my late blog post,

I'm sorry sol

I'm sorry Nelson

I'm sorry everyone 

It's 10:33 (am) and I'm in zoology and I sort of feel inspired so I'm writing 

I had to stop writing because I had to collect leaves

And I think I want to start collecting butterflies 

Maybe 

Rn I'm saying that I'm trying but I think I'm just saying that so 

My parents 

My friends

My teachers

won't pester me about my lack of motivation 

Rn I'm taking homeopathic anxiety medicine that look like moth balls 

I hate the smell of moth balls 

I used to care about a lot of things 

IM SICK OF BEING THE ONE WHO CARES TOO MUCH

because I'm just taken advantage of and taken for granted 

I don't know how to make this transition sentence but 

Nelson tweeted about finishing strong, but I don't think I can even finish this poem, 

Finish this poem

Finish this poem 

Finish this poem

Finish 

Finish 

Fin